Its amazing how you can feel so rubbish one day, but things happen in a moment and life seems brilliant again. That's why when I'm feeling very bad, I know that just one thing can make a difference, for me it is the prospect of maybe getting some work very soon(keep you updated). I'm also becoming self employed as from Monday, which is very exciting. I thing we are kind of control of lots of things that happen to us, we can choose to bow out or perservere and we all have it in us to do this. If you're in a bad situation, don't despair and know that there are better and lovely things just around the corner.