At the bottom of the pile at the moment. I havent had a conversation wih pratically any body who isnt my family in the pastnfew months. I needed a kindnword and some kind faces todaynso stoped in at a coffee and cake morningbat a church near us. they were all old, but were really interested in me and it was nice to actually talk to people.I have a doctors appointment coming up and maybe get some answers. just been called evil by my 'loving' husband thre times this week, it doesnt make someone feel goodmtomhear that and its playing on my mind. so sad at mo.